don't you hate doing stuff you really don't wanna do???

don't you hate doing stuff you really don't wanna do???

but you have no choice so do it anywayz...and just close your eyes and see the positive and beautiful side of it.....and started being grateful kahit pa na labag na labag sa loob mo...

that's how i felt yesterday, sunday, didn't even make it to church, but i love that i was able to talk to my fabulous sister and loving brother, but the connection was so annoying, its either, they couldn't hear me, there was something wrong with my headset, or my brother will just got disconnected....then my sister will lost the signal or something and got diconnected....oh well, at least to talked to them for a little bit is always been a great treat...

then in the afternoon, jeff made a salsa, i mean, he made a really really good one, post picture soon, with matching freshly deep fried chips, so good! but i couldn't take the mess he made sometimes, that was really a pain...left everything out for me to clean up....
oh well....suck it all in, and rather than complaining, just started working my ass off, cleaning up, who else will do it anyways...

sunday, is my kind of relaxing day, i pretty want to give my self a break on sunday, as in just doing the basic things like, cleaning up and a little bit of cooking is my thingie on sunday...MOVIES, is the highlight of my sunday, that if, we plan just to stay home. If we are going some place, then movie can be put aside, that's ok...

Because sometimes if you spend almost your whole day out, you pretty much just want to have a relaxing evening....or..still watch a real good movie...lol..movie again of course..

Anyways.


Later that afternoon around 3pm, jeff said, not asked, announced I guess, (my step daughter were here) that we are all going to clean up the yard later that afternoon...i looked at him, and told him, i really don't feel of doing that....and he start his lithany of this and that and really hurt my freaking ears and he totally pissed me off, so I said I will take a nap in an hour, and I'll go out there ok?? but for now, I was up early and needed my "power nap"..comprehende?? and so I headed to the bedroom, found a good movie "boomerang" and there goes my nap....heheh..i couldn't sleep anyway..

as soon as my step daughter hears we are going to clean up the yard, herself made her way out, that she said "she needs to go babysit" who knows where...and who knows who..jeff didn't even bother asking, oh she said someone, like her mom's boss' kid or something...who knows...its really kinda hard to tell if she's telling the truth or not sometimes...but really, none of my business...i feel bad for my hubby and mother in law because, that's really brothering them, it bothers me because it bothers jeff, that's all....

oh well, after an hour. I went out (my baby is napping in case you're wondering heheh)jeff is not in the yard, guess where is he? on the couch, sleeping like a baby...

i didn't wake him up, ha ha ha..celebrate! so I start making dinner, and its getting chilly out, and also getting dark, so this is going good, no yard cleaning today...6pm? I tried to wake him up, and tell yah, jeff is probably the hardest person to wake up...i mean....seriously...he just looked at me, says ah what? his eyes half open then he went back dreaming i guess...

so I feed my baby, i woke him up, told him its almost 7pm and asked if he is hungry, he had a late snack around 4pm, and sometimes he doesn't want to eat if it was a big snack, he just want something light in the evening...asking me? I made spaghetti for dinner, but I really feel of eating sardines...since I haven't had it for a while, so i went to the kitchen and made my self a fresh rice...yum, with the spicy sardines.

so there was my night, when Jeff finally got up at 8pm, he still headed to the garden and get the rest of the green unripe tomatoes and some rotten ones,that we have put in the boxes a day before and left out there,since we didn't finish and the weather is nice anyways, because he wanted to get the seeds out of it....and me watching the VMA....with oz..

he asked me to do this and that...i said later, during commercials. yeah, gotta watch the VMA of course!!...i went to the kitchen just to find this massive mess AGAIN, don't you hate cleaning someone else's mess....#@!^%$%!!!!!!

grrr...i just wanted a relaxing night....but i hate waking up with the dirty kitchen or sink...do i really have a choice? NO. as on 0% chance.

I married someone who is a good cook, but men oh men, didn't realize it will take me 15 minutes to eat the fabulous meal WHEN he cooks or prepared but it will take me 2 hours to clean up his mess....okay...exaggeration..

but don't you hate it??? my point is, we all get our not-so-good-not-in-the-mood-days
and here's one of those days...and i just want to scream on the top of my lungs...literally!