Monday, September 21, 2009

MOvie Day (on weekend) ~ SUNSHINE CLEANING~


Desperate to get her son into a better school, single mom Rose (Amy Adams) persuades her slacker sister Norah (Emily Blunt) to join her in the crime scene cleanup business to make some quick cash. But underneath the dust and grime they also come to discover a true respect for one another, and create a brighter future for the entire Lorkowski family. Rated R by the Motion Picture Association of America for language, disturbing images, some sexuality and drug use. Widescreen.

---i didn't exactly like it but this kind of movie is something that
you can relate like it can really exist in real situation..
like yah know, someone struggling finding a good job that pays good,
being a single mother, and other stuff...
and there were some funny scene and dialogue of course..

my fave:

1. what a father love can do for a struggling daughter.
2. your sister can be your best friend.
3. you'll always find a goodness in people's heart (winston character)
4. when oscar (the little boy) opened his gift on his birthday
5. when the business grew and the job became like its really a good gig and pays good
6. having a kid in the family seems gives everyone a sense of joy :)
7. letting go of someone (who doess not see our value) is sometimes the best gift we could ever give our self.
8. no matter what we do, its our life, no one is entitle to question or make you feel that your nothing because of what you do.

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Friday, September 18, 2009

The Two Wolves Within

An old Cherokee told his grandson
‘Two wolves rage within us,

One is Evil, it has many names:
Anger, envy, jealousy,
Sorrow, regret, greed,
Arrogance, self-pity, guilt,
Resentment, inferiority, lies,
False-pride, superiority and ego.

The other is Good, it has many hues:
Joy, peace, love, hope,
Serenity, humility, kindness,
Benevolence, empathy, generosity,
Truth, compassion and faith.’

The grandson thought for a minute
And asked: ‘Which Wolf wins?’
The Cherokee simply replied:
‘The one you feed

Author: Zoya Zaidi
Aligarh (UP), India
Copyright©: Zoya Zaidi

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Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Harvest Day!

after my last post, i actually felt a little guilty as this one is all about our "harvest day", we are blessed with a lot of tomatoes this year and of course lots of Thai peppers, which i love and pretty much use with everything, i mean, there were meals that i cooked that ozzie eats as well, and that mean i cannot make it spicy, so what i do, is match it with fish sauce and lots of chillies in my meal time, in that way i will have the desire spicyness that i wanted...

we also have a few veggies, we started late this year, so next year, we planned to hopefully start sooner, but still, jeff did a really good job..and I am so enjoying our organic vegetables...

~ We had a lot of green beans this year, but it is a little different,
from the store, but still, its organic and of course healthy..


it does taste like its sort of a lemon flavor, very refreshing :)

~ GREEN BEANS -- just simply sautee it in garlic & olive oil


- i love the cucumber & cherry tomatoes in my salad..

Monday, September 14, 2009

don't you hate doing stuff you really don't wanna do???

don't you hate doing stuff you really don't wanna do???

but you have no choice so do it anywayz...and just close your eyes and see the positive and beautiful side of it.....and started being grateful kahit pa na labag na labag sa loob mo...

that's how i felt yesterday, sunday, didn't even make it to church, but i love that i was able to talk to my fabulous sister and loving brother, but the connection was so annoying, its either, they couldn't hear me, there was something wrong with my headset, or my brother will just got disconnected....then my sister will lost the signal or something and got diconnected....oh well, at least to talked to them for a little bit is always been a great treat...

then in the afternoon, jeff made a salsa, i mean, he made a really really good one, post picture soon, with matching freshly deep fried chips, so good! but i couldn't take the mess he made sometimes, that was really a pain...left everything out for me to clean up....
oh well....suck it all in, and rather than complaining, just started working my ass off, cleaning up, who else will do it anyways...

sunday, is my kind of relaxing day, i pretty want to give my self a break on sunday, as in just doing the basic things like, cleaning up and a little bit of cooking is my thingie on sunday...MOVIES, is the highlight of my sunday, that if, we plan just to stay home. If we are going some place, then movie can be put aside, that's ok...

Because sometimes if you spend almost your whole day out, you pretty much just want to have a relaxing evening....or..still watch a real good again of course..


Later that afternoon around 3pm, jeff said, not asked, announced I guess, (my step daughter were here) that we are all going to clean up the yard later that afternoon...i looked at him, and told him, i really don't feel of doing that....and he start his lithany of this and that and really hurt my freaking ears and he totally pissed me off, so I said I will take a nap in an hour, and I'll go out there ok?? but for now, I was up early and needed my "power nap"..comprehende?? and so I headed to the bedroom, found a good movie "boomerang" and there goes my nap....heheh..i couldn't sleep anyway..

as soon as my step daughter hears we are going to clean up the yard, herself made her way out, that she said "she needs to go babysit" who knows where...and who knows who..jeff didn't even bother asking, oh she said someone, like her mom's boss' kid or something...who knows...its really kinda hard to tell if she's telling the truth or not sometimes...but really, none of my business...i feel bad for my hubby and mother in law because, that's really brothering them, it bothers me because it bothers jeff, that's all....

oh well, after an hour. I went out (my baby is napping in case you're wondering heheh)jeff is not in the yard, guess where is he? on the couch, sleeping like a baby...

i didn't wake him up, ha ha ha..celebrate! so I start making dinner, and its getting chilly out, and also getting dark, so this is going good, no yard cleaning today...6pm? I tried to wake him up, and tell yah, jeff is probably the hardest person to wake up...i mean....seriously...he just looked at me, says ah what? his eyes half open then he went back dreaming i guess...

so I feed my baby, i woke him up, told him its almost 7pm and asked if he is hungry, he had a late snack around 4pm, and sometimes he doesn't want to eat if it was a big snack, he just want something light in the evening...asking me? I made spaghetti for dinner, but I really feel of eating sardines...since I haven't had it for a while, so i went to the kitchen and made my self a fresh rice...yum, with the spicy sardines.

so there was my night, when Jeff finally got up at 8pm, he still headed to the garden and get the rest of the green unripe tomatoes and some rotten ones,that we have put in the boxes a day before and left out there,since we didn't finish and the weather is nice anyways, because he wanted to get the seeds out of it....and me watching the VMA....with oz..

he asked me to do this and that...i said later, during commercials. yeah, gotta watch the VMA of course!!...i went to the kitchen just to find this massive mess AGAIN, don't you hate cleaning someone else's mess....#@!^%$%!!!!!!

grrr...i just wanted a relaxing night....but i hate waking up with the dirty kitchen or i really have a choice? NO. as on 0% chance.

I married someone who is a good cook, but men oh men, didn't realize it will take me 15 minutes to eat the fabulous meal WHEN he cooks or prepared but it will take me 2 hours to clean up his mess....okay...exaggeration..

but don't you hate it??? my point is, we all get our not-so-good-not-in-the-mood-days
and here's one of those days...and i just want to scream on the top of my lungs...literally!

Friday, September 4, 2009

MeMe que Jazz

1. I've come to realise that my breasts...

are just right for the type of body I have.

2. I've come to realise that my job...

well, it doesn't feel like a job, and it is not a job (ano daw? ayaw pa kasing sabihin wala nga work, heheh.)..BUT as a mother and wife is the greatest job in the whole wide world :) (naks, sabay ganun eh!)

3. I've come to realise that when I'm driving...
e hindi kaya ako nagda-drive..he heh. well, hind pah..

4. I've come to realise that I need...

to be more focus and motivated kung gusto ko matupad mga pangarap ko sa buhay..

5. I've come to realise that I've lost..

in touch with SOME of my good, great, loving friends..

6. I've come to realise that I hate it when...

people are rude...

7. I've come to realise that the person I like...
makes me laugh like no one else.

8. I've come to realise that money...can bring you happiness...he he he

9. I've come to realise that people...surprise you in unexpected time and place..

10. I've come to realise that I'll always be...Forever Grateful..

12. I've come to realise that my one of the most loving and generous person I know..

13. I've come to realise that my cell phone...
is not the latest one, but at least i can text anywhere in the world..heheh.

14. I've come to realise that when I woke up this morning...
there's SO in MANY MANY blessings surrounds me each day..

15. I've come to realise that last night before I went to sleep...I am thinking about all my paperworks,damn! its mind-boggling!

16. I've come to realise that right now I am thinking about...where shall I start??

17. I've come to realise that my dad...didn't had a chance to hold his grandchildren (he is watching over us I know)

18. I've come to realise that when I get on Facebook...I am excited to see all my Friend's latest pictures and adventures.

19. I've come to realise that today...
could be the best day of my life :) naks, *wish*wish*

20. I've come to realise that tonight...I really want to cook a real good dinner, whether mom-in-law is coming or not

21. I've come to realise that tomorrow will be...

another GRATEFUL day...

22. I've come to realise that I really want to...

to get a A LOT of things accomplish...

24. I've come to realise that life...isn't fair but GOD is...

25. I've come to realise that this weekend...
is unpredictable...

26. I've come to realise that my ex...

bf ba itu?? is somehow became a good teacher to me..

27. I've realised the best music to listen to when I am upset...
Gospel music..

28. I've come to realise that my friends...

are few but I love all of them with all my heart..

29. I've come to realise that the past year...i have met a lot of challenges, but couldn't be happier..

30. I've come to realise that when people walk out of my life...its a chance for someone else to walk right in.

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